there are stuffs to update about but i cant really recall.....so i'd just reference based on whatever pictures i can gather later. but for now............gotta go out for a wedding luncheon thingy.

still no motivation to do any work.......tried today..... well wrote some.....stuff......not much really....... my dissertation is still hanging >.>

hope more clues will appear for me.....frankly speaking i've got nothing but time really. But i really really really want to get rid of the work as soon as i can.

The signs of being washed up.............cant paly the sports im good at for shitz......get tired too easily......develop a massive appetite and a massive belly.

Thats what i've achieved. great . im screwed. lately thats how it is........alot of gourmet food and that means eating which leads to fat which leads to a drop in physical performance which lead to laziness which leads to being ..........a goner.

no idea what to blog bout really. must be one of the side effects.

zzzzzzzzzz zomg downloaded 1gb of dissidia..........and it cant load on the psp .........zzzzzzzzzz sucks

anyway..........college starting tmr........

i passed my full B license today....yay........now i can gawk at bikes i can never afford :/

Finally ebuddy.com has implemented a workable MSN . others don't work as of yet. that means it'll work on PS3 too....yea yea well anyway the GUI of PSP and PS3 is the same....so i'll just show u how the MSN would work......note that ps3 can have a keyboard attached but if not......this is what u get.

will show later............... zzzzzzzzzzzzz the uploading not working zzzzzzzzzzzzz.


Well the convo box looked something like this.....and to start typing gotta press write


next the box appears......where i can start typing if i had a keyboard or else......


here's the PS3 PSP interface for the controller.......basicly whatever long stuff i type in here goes into that message box later and i can proceed in sending :) 

theres more to it but im lazy

and a random pic lol


my dog is getting old -_- nose turning white lol

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Went for bike practice today......got a chance to use the Kawasaki ER-6 . omg it was so fast >.> n .......lol the position of the bike is totally different too.....more to learn yet again. but thats what makes it better than cars its not just sitting straight up and accelerating...theres much more involved in a bike. different styles require different techniques......anyway from now on i'll be practicing with the sports bike.....and the test will be 2 weeks from now

oh.......and this evening........i toppled my bike again.....was opening the gate to get it out.......the porch in the house is sloping down...........n well my heavy heavy bike managed to lose balance and topple......to carry up 150kg....................i kinda twisted my twisted hand again @_____@ .......but this time its not so bad......lol

and.......apart from that.....i failed to read the book or clear the junk..............i managed to waste time playing some online game -_______- better quit it soon when i get a life

everyday .....i login to the blog.....press the post an entry button......while surfing the net......on other tabs....totally forget bout the blog......override the http on the blog.......n drift further into the internet jungle. n thus not updating the blog......anyway my days are still pretty boring day to day....some errands....some personal issues .....some problems and dilemmas....like everyone else.........well .....

today my keyboard battery leaked lol
its wireless
so yea..... i was ssssssssssssssssssssssssss dragggggggggiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnggggggg worrrrrrrrsdddddddddd

a few yesterdays ago.....
paid some bills
ran some errands
cleaned my room
alot of junks need to be thrown...........
gotta change my bike tyres
was checking price n sizes for a couple of times.......
gonna cost alot.....
needa modify it too for the heck of it

getting an apartment......
needa finish my bike lessons......by 3 weeks
needa..........take car license
need to start reading books
bought night watch series completed till date n yet to touch the books
listening to abe mao..... addicted to her singing style albeit weird. lol

lately.......i cant seem to find a purpose in what im doing.........no matter what i do im bored.......no matter what music i listen to i feel like sleeping........

i dont know.........i just feel so empty @_@ .......and my brains are barely thinking much either.......just stoning and staring in blank space......

am i ....................Zombified? @__________@ sigh.....im doomed

the sky has been .......gloomy for the past 2 days.......there was supposed to be a meteor shower yesterday night.......reportedly approx 100 per hour......but yea? with the sky's condition.........cant see a thing lol. anyway it was raining but not for........2 days already......disrupts everything really. want to go out but cant and stuff.......how to describe....well anyway....end up being stuck at home most of the time.........i did go out for a short while for a stroll........on the bike n bicycle lol.........my wrist still hurts quite badly......but i've regained a fragment of my strength.....enough to support a little pressure to hold on to stuff at least.........well thats progress.......

n on a more random note ......had korean barbecue tonight. :) ..........wasnt that nice though......but still better than normal food anyway........

zzzzzzzzzzzzz damn bising......headphones on at max..........not gonna talk bout it.................. but ...zzzzzzzzzz ughhhhhhhhhh........stressssss

seemed like a quiet day today....there weren't that many people outside and the sky was pretty gloomy.....infact i felt pretty gloomy all day too.
I've spent my whole day watching an entire season of Friday Night Lights ..looking forward for Season 3 to complete on my download. All in all.....i guess i cant say i did much at all.

Woke up early as usual. headed out for breakfast and then settled some errands at the bank in pyramid. most convenient place as after i get the number i can stroll around rather than sit there like a retard. Managed to get everything done........bought some supplies i need for home and also decided to pack home Popeye's Louisiana Chicken XD they newly opened 2-3 weeks or so ago. It's better than KFC XD. Well anyway as i got home..........i spent most of my day working on my blogs.....and i've got that done......also did a little of my chores.....cleaned up my room abit.....its still a mess.....it was from a typhoon into a..........lets just say.......a raid? anyway........kinda tired....so i'll call it a day....just needed to blog for the sake of it

As i have promised. The new blogs are near completion. Thus they shall be revealed to the public

First off the replacement of my top post that used to linger this blog.......

deviated.moonfruit.com/

And the collaborative blog of everything random/interesting for the bored....

fagoo.wordpress.com

Please do visit. Both are still work in progress . More content to be added later.

Please enjoy your visits :) 

Actually i've got no idea why i'd want so many blogs for......but im on the zone again i think? well. more things to keep my time occupied while i feel like i did something useful which i actually didn't but yea...who can blame me . im crippled and bored. lol

So anyway......the blog which i planned to make.....didnt turn out so well...mainly space issues. im not paying for a server so the allocated space free websites give......is well lets just say very limited. I've decided to put that top post section of this blog where the nonsense of games and media is currently at to the new place...it'll also feature a spam box and all other stuff.......lets just keep this as a personal journal and well.....a semi good read maybe? when im in the mood or else..........lets just say..............more ramblings from a crippled lifeless kid who takes life easy.

Anyway......im also working on a collaborative blog with my friends. combining interests. Basicly another non personal blog where we throw in our news and interests in form of posts to keep ourselves intouch and updated on stuff and well more to discuss among ourselves. Still a project which has yet to launch once finalised both blogs will be up here rest assured. Until then you're stuck with me.

Signing out . .
Nigel

I might transfer to another blog ......working on it .......want to see how the system works....if it fits better......then adios. well.......no guarantees for now.....LJ has its good points over other blogs.....the archive system is top notched. so yea .......thats what would keep me on.....though sometimes the functionalities are so limited its disappointing.

Well for now.................thats all i've got to blog about.......there was some other stuff .......i know......but i cant seem to recall at the moment will continue if i do remember

It was saturday yesterday......can't say i did much at all in the day .......just more rotting and complaining bout being bored. Went out of the house at 6.30 ........was supposed to have dinner before our regular weekly poker games. and we did.......we stopped by a2k's as usual.....and gathered up and went for some chinese food in a new restaurant nearby.......well the food wasn't too bad?  cost us 14 per head anyway.... we then went for CC .....played some random games .....before we headed for burger at some famous ramly spot that i have yet to try..............it was 11. lol at first we just ordered the burger as i waited there i got hungry........due to the smell n the long wait time ....they grazed apples into their burger which was unique for cheap ramly standards......ended up ordering a double special campur cheese burger and a double special cheese hotdog as well.........yes.......long names means.........everything is poured on......trust me the burger and hotdog............did not look like burgers or hotdogs anymore.......well we later went back to a2k's place again to savor our meals and lol while waiting for a few others to arrive we played pokemon cards haha....now thats definately something i've missed playing...... as the rest arrived we played 2 games of poker while chatting and well usual guy stuff......i ended up losing 10 bucks again this week......i swear.....gambling is a sin >.> zzzzzzzzz but its just a fix amount weekly and its just for fun so .....i dont really mind. we ended up playing till 4 .and we headed home after. so all in all .......spent quite some hours out @_______@ with my semi crippled leg......how did i manage.....Am...i broke my promise again....sorry :/ said i wont go out so much :/ ........but i did again and .............zzzz my wounds.......arent recovering......must be the constant walking.......

Well nothing i can do bout my wrist sprain other than rest......though........it doesnt seem to get better....because its my left wrist n im a lefty @_@ zzzzzzzzzzzzzz hope it cures soon.....but i recently unbandaged myself ......though im probably supposed to get another 1 or 2 go's based on modern medicine...........but yes..there are other ways to get cured faster......at the cost of sheer burning pain. i took this option. Aloe Vera the miracle slimy plant lol. the gel creates a shield over the wounds which is good to prevent bacteria ....it also tightens the skin/wound.......my skin is gone so yea wounds......but it stings.........like hell....... theres another faster alternative......but omg........this hurts even more and.....yes i dont want the option....it has some pretty gruesome side affects if its too strong. hidrogen peroxide. basicly acid.........burning the wounds ot make it dry up instantly..........let me tell u ......it hurts more than anything u've ever felt. but with too much of a dose it leaves scars. naturally. aloe vera is the best choice.

Well...........enough bout the wounds.......yesterday i stubbornly went out to play volley despite being crippled lol.....didnt really do much >.>
there was also a 5 minute phone spamming session to have poker last night itself. but it ended up being a plan for tonight so yea ....poker XD

orange and blue is the new set . For me at least. my stuff lately seems to be a combination of orange and blue. which is good. goes well with my bike and all...........lalala . and it looks pretty striking :) so yea orange and blue~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz hate drunk ppl..................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............................